:'(

panic mode. cant even use pacs lock or anything. was having fun self-pitying myself but it stoppped now. have a paper to write in one day, not started writing, finish it an instead of celebrating have to write two more, and make an expose on the same week. so much panic i wanna cry. MOMMY! it's like when i finished my third final in 25 hours in UBC and did so bad in the last one cause i hadn't slept so i couldn't see the papaer i was writing my art history paper on. the i called my mom and cried, haha ok now its a little funny, but then i return to looking at myself in the library and its not funny, its pathetic. i have to go buy some red bull now or something, though i know its nowt gonna work due to my incredible abilities to fall asleep anytime, anywhere... like in class today, front row. yes. yesterday as well, its a little embarassing now im just talking to myself and avoiding going back to reading ciao.

its so obvious im craving for sympathy! yuck!!
peace out.
mile.